I can’t control my anger.
Every little thing annoys me. Things I shouldn’t notice. Things that don’e even matter.
I feel like there is always something bothering me and anything can make me blow up. I detest this feeling. Some days, the sight of my friend’s face annoys the heaven’s out of me. People speaking, walking or even being themselves just aggravates me so much. This is not a daily thing. It just some days. It’s as if the frustration of my daily activities build up and release all in one period of 24 hours.
This very post is upsetting me. I can’t even write a coherent paragraph.
I just wish things were different… because when I am not pissed off I am immensely sad. And it sucks. I just want to be happy. I am tired of being annoyed and full of regret. I wasn’t like this before. i wish things could go back to the way they used to be.
It’s just going to be an extension of high school. Living with my parents, crippling my every move. How lovely. College will be a blast.
